I'm crying and depressed and having suicidal ideations. Oh and hey, it's my birthday. Wouldn't know it by the way anyone's doing anything, though. But I feel like if I got my feelings out here or even in a private journal I'd be acting selfish. Everyone's too stressed out to care. Or they just think I'm acting like a baby. Dear god WHEN WILL THIS SHIT BE OVER!?
I'm sorry you had to feel that way :( Unfortunately, the older we get, the less we celebrate our birthdays (only the milestones!) We had a birthday dinner with your family the day before, and Jim and I will be taking you out after the New Year!
ReplyDeleteYou did get fantastic gifts for your birthday and Christmas, so hopefully that helps :)