I have to stop thinking. Just altogether. All I think of is what I've done wrong to people, or if I've hurt them, or why they aren't begging at my feet for my very attention 24/7. I haven't done anything wrong or hurtful, and people are people. Now I will repeat that in my brain 495349583749585293822 times. Vicky always says not to let other people's lives dictate my own...but now I'm letting my ASSUMPTIONS (which I know are FALSE) dictate how I feel! Ahhhh I'm a MESS! Oh and though they told me they'd have a date for me by today, when I called TK the useless lady was like "Ohh, it could be like....next week?" Oh my god I want to pull my hair out. Being paranoid and playing the waiting game at the same time SUCKS. DISTRACTION PLEASE!
Haven't heard from you today, Sarita...absorbed in projects?
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